Licence to Kill

Fuck
Tears running down my face
Fuck
Fuck
I'm so jealous
and I'm such a fucking coward
I know who I am
But having it trown into my face
is too confronting
and I can't handle it
FUCK
I need to change
but I can't
it's so fucking difficult
so i cry
i cry
i cry..
fuck
i need love
i need happiness
i'm so longing for it
but at the same time
i'm running away for it
as hard as I can
it's so fucking difficult
i don't think i'm capable.
god
i'm so fucked up
i cry
i cry

fuck

I'm a Loser!

Relax..
Breathe..

I just wanted to win
To be better than you for once
Everything goes so easy for you
Maybe it's time to learn that the rest of your life won't be like that. I wanted to be the one to teach you that. I wanted to beat you in something, cuz this was my last chance. Didn't work out. Too bad. But I wanted to win damnit.