All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Waterfalls and Subway

This girl went to her first Pride last Monday! After having camped on Texel and being blown away entirely by the wind all weekend (and don't forget the rain either!) I went to meet up with some friends in Tilburg. Roze Maandag ( or Pink Monday) is a part of the yearly Tilburg fair which is the biggest fair in Europe. It was my first pride party ever but I can't remember ever having had a better time than I had last Monday. Soon after I arrived in Tilburg we went to grab a bite at Subway and we went to the "Lollipop" shortly after. I had the time of my life there. Finally I could completely enjoy myself while going out, something rarely happens when I go out with my straight friends. Drank a lil' too much (I fell on my face in the haunted house!) but I remember every second of it and I won't soon forget them either.

August 2, Amsterdam Pride, here I come!

Monday, July 07, 2008

Come fly with me- 7/7

i saw this t-shirt
saying
come fly with me

fly with me
to the other side of the ocean
and back again
let me take your wing in mine
and let me fly with you

it's a part of this journey
i will never understand
but i just go on with it
deliberately ignorant

there's no time in my head
just get on with it
ordinary life
such a waste
a space for us
to move
a space for us
to be
to linger

come fly with me
don't be scared
pay attention to the journey
the destination is unsignificant

and when we've reached
the other side of the water
far far away from here and now
speak to me
and i'll declare you my love

far far away from here and now
rather there and then
you fly with me
i'll fly with you
knowing we'll meet again

then he came in
disturbing my peace
once again

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Soul no. 2

You're crying
You want to scream, you want to dance
but the life inside of you
is looking out askance
as if to beg and plead
have mercy on me

You're sighing
Everybody says they understand
But you are on your own now
right now the world feels bland
you want to beg and plead
have mercy on me

You're smiling
two hands and two feet on the inside
something to call your own
her name is on your mind
you want to beg and plead
have mercy on me

You're confused
should you be happy or upset
what are you gonna do
have no regrets and don't forget
just beg and plead
and the world will have mercy
on me

the world will have mercy
i will have mercy on me