Licence to Kill

Fuck
Tears running down my face
Fuck
Fuck
I'm so jealous
and I'm such a fucking coward
I know who I am
But having it trown into my face
is too confronting
and I can't handle it
FUCK
I need to change
but I can't
it's so fucking difficult
so i cry
i cry
i cry..
fuck
i need love
i need happiness
i'm so longing for it
but at the same time
i'm running away for it
as hard as I can
it's so fucking difficult
i don't think i'm capable.
god
i'm so fucked up
i cry
i cry

fuck