Marianne.

My girlfriend is in San Francisco for three weeks at the moment. She left yesterday morning. It totally sucks. Just the fact that, at the moment, she's on the other side of the world, that I can't hear her voice, or very rarely, makes me feel so incredibly lonely. I feel like a loser (she's only on vacation, for Christ sake) but I miss her so much! I spent the whole of yesterday crying over her. I love her so much and so deeply that it hurts sometimes. She means so much to me. I can't even begin to describe that. She turned my life around, made me have feelings I never thought I could have. She make me want things I never thought I'd want. Principles were changed cause she made me realize they were based on ratio rather than emotion. She makes me so happy. She makes me feel complete. She makes me want to spend the rest of my life her. I want to move in with her, marry her, have kids with her. I want to spend every second of the day with her. I want her. I want to be her. I want to crawl in her. Hold her in my arms. Press her body against mine. Vanish in her. Drown in her beautiful eyes. I want to feel her arms around me. I want to wake up wrapped in her arms; her soft lips touching mine. I want her to be the last thing I see before I go to sleep and the first when I wake up. I want to celebrate with her. I want to mourn with her. Comfort her when she's sad. Tell her it's going to be alright. I love her with whole my heart, body, soul and mind. As long as I'm with her, I've reached my goal in life. I'm happy. I love and I'm being loved. I am the luckiest person in the world.



I just asked her if she wanted me to move in with her!

My honey just left this morning to go San Francisco for three weeks...

20,000 seconds since you've left and I'm still counting
And 20,000 reasons to get up, get something done
But I'm still waiting
Is someone kind enough to
Pick me up and give me food, assure me that the world is good
But you should be here, you should be here

How colors can change and even the texture of the rain
And what's that ugly little stain on the bathroom floor
I'd rather not deal with that right now
I'd rather be floating in space somewhere or
Worry about the ozone layer

And it's almost like a corny movie scene
But I'm out of frame and the lighting's bad
And the music has no theme
And we're all so strong when nothing's wrong
And the world is at our feet
But how small we are when our love is far away
And all you need is you

-K's Choice- 20,000 seconds

My path of happiness- part 2

The start
The end
Everything in between
It's her light
Shining upon me
Warming me
with her golden rays
Shining on my
endlessly dreamed of
path of happiness
The beams which woke me up
from my endless hibernation
in which I was so lost
unable to focus
unable to see
until I found her sun
lighting my way
out of the dark
I grew so familiar to
At night giving me courage
she would be there
the next morning
guiding me along the way
helping me put on my satin shoes
with which I'll walk
my path of happiness