All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

Name:
Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Live day by day
hour by hour
you never know
what life might bring
or take

Day by day
Don't look too far ahead
As one small thing
might disrupt your total
future image

Don't look back
But also
Don't forget the past
as it made you
who you are today

Don't look too far ahead either
Just live day by day

As tomorrow actually
never happens

Stop Global Warming NOW.

We must and CAN make a difference.

http://www.stopglobalwarming.org/
campaigns/sgw/impact/
5efb75c66b031041dc54fe96d5964f9f/

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Funny really
it was me who asked
to remain friends

now i am the bitter one
and you don't even care

i try so hard to act
like i don't care
but the funny thing is
it's obvious i still do care

i don't want to
but a force stronger than me
wants to hurt me
for some purpose
why i don't know

I say to myself I don't care anymore
You're just a lousy piece of shit
At some point I even started to believe myself

Butw when I look into my soul
A piece of me does still care
Even though you're the most egocentric asocial jerk
i've ever seen
why do i still care

I promised myself
to spoil no more negative words
on you and who you are
but everytime i talk
with girls similar to me

i create bad karma
why am I doing this to myself
Why can't I let go?

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

see, feel, hear

When I look into your eyes
I see love
When I feel your touch
I feel love
When I hear your voice
I hear love

Do you
see the same
feel the same
hear the same?

Do you
share my interest
in anything new
in anything exciting
not knowing if you're going to win some
or lose some

Why I'm asking really
When you have already
given me the answer
it was plain clear
but still i hope i'm wrong

When you look into my eyes
do you see love
When you feel my touch
Do you feel love
When you hear my voice
Do you hear love

When you look into my eyes
Do you see the pain
When you feel my touch
do you feel the pain
When you hear my voice
Do you hear the pain

Caused by you not even knowing my name