New season, new team

I'm holding on to something
That's not there anymore
New people come
My old friends go
Thinking of last year
still makes me smile
we were a team
we were friends
it felt safe.
Now it's gone.
Some of you
are still here
we're still a team
but the other's had to go
and a new load came
to replace them.
it feels strange.
i know it's just
a matter of time
to get used
to the new folks
and to form a team
with them as well.

It's just not the final year
as I had imagined
it to be.

State of mind

I just keep going back in there
into that state of mind
I don't know what I'm looking for
or what I'm gonna find
I just want to stay here with you
but now you're gone
I don't know what i'm supposed to do
or what I did wrong

Now it's gone....

Old soul

It started with
just the three of us
hanging out
after work
eating pizza
discussing all sorts
of things.
then
she asked me
some personal questions
which
to my surprise
i didn't mind
answering
at all.
It felt
like I had known her
for ages
I felt like
I could trust her
like she was
my best friend.
I think
we've met before
in a past life.
I think
I just befriended
an old soul.

16 months..go by before you know it..when you want them to...

You are offended
by my words
They hurt
you say
and I should stop saying them.
Maybe opening your eyes
Opening your ears
would help you hear
and understand
the reasons
I've been shouting at you
Maybe then
you would finally understand
why
I say the things I say
I do the things I do
why
I am so close
and yet so far away.

Ma..

..you know what kind of people I find really annoying?
Hypocrites.