Hurt of a lost friendship

For some reason
I never had much faith in people
If I invested only a little bit
I could only get hurt a little bit
Cuz that's what friends do
If you know them long enough
They'll hurt you, eventually
For long, that is what friendships meant to me
Not surprisingly, there is no one
I would call a true friend, to this time.

Around the same time that I met my girlfriend
I met this other person too.
My gf introduced us to each other at a concert
and we had a great time, the three of us.
As time went by we grew closer
and became friends.
I hooked her up with all the K's Choice bootlegs I could find
She was there for me when my honey was on the other side of the ocean for almost a month.
I valued our friendship a lot.
This was what I had been missing for so long.
A true friend.
Someone I'd do anything for, and I did.
Some called it a bit extreme,
even wondered if I was in love with her.
But for me, I just did for her what I hoped a friend would do for me
if I ever needed it.

About a year into our friendship
She met someone.
After all the lady drama she had gone through for the past couple of years
I was so excited for her.
When I first met her later to be gf
she seemed really nice to me and I was genuinely happy for her.
Later her gf turned out to be not so nice
and she dumped my friend like three times,
as well as on her birthday.
All those times I dropped everything in my hands
and I jumped in the train, across the country,
to hold her hand and tell her everything would be okay.

Then, for some really silly reason, me and my gf got into a fight with her gf.
Afraid to be dumped if she'd choose our side, she chose sides with her gf.
After a month of texting and pageslong emails we didn't hear a thing from her.
Facebook told us she and her gf had split up permanently, but they remained close friends.
My gf spoke her once over the phone and that was the end of our friendship.
I haven't spoken to her, seen her or heard from her (besides a Christmas card saying only her name) for 6 months now.

She was my best friend, I would have died for her.
And now, I'm not a part of her life anymore.

Guess my gutfeeling was right.
If you know them long enough,
friends will hurt you eventually.

I opened up completely to her.
I got hurt completely by her.