Funny really
it was me who asked
to remain friends

now i am the bitter one
and you don't even care

i try so hard to act
like i don't care
but the funny thing is
it's obvious i still do care

i don't want to
but a force stronger than me
wants to hurt me
for some purpose
why i don't know

I say to myself I don't care anymore
You're just a lousy piece of shit
At some point I even started to believe myself

Butw when I look into my soul
A piece of me does still care
Even though you're the most egocentric asocial jerk
i've ever seen
why do i still care

I promised myself
to spoil no more negative words
on you and who you are
but everytime i talk
with girls similar to me

i create bad karma
why am I doing this to myself
Why can't I let go?