A year has passed

2007
a whole year has passed
sometimes it feels like yesterday
sometimes it feels like ages ago
since Jan 1st, 2006
I remember sitting alone in a park
with a friend
and bottle of beer
at New Year's Eve.
I didn't care where we went
as long as it wasn't home.
Happy New Year.
That sad beginning of the year
was like what the rest of the year would be like.
Alone.
Unhappy.
Dark.
Powerless.

Then I went to Germany in March
for a week
and the Germans came back in May
at my Birthday.
Didn't celebrate it,
why should I?
Plus, I landed my very first job
at a drugstore.

Summer.
Didn't go nowhere
I just stayed at home,
worked some extra shifts.
It was like I wanted it to be.

Unhappy.
Alone.
Powerless
God, so powerless.
That's how I felt
all through summer
and all through autumn.

Winter
well, I'm not sure of you can even call it like that.
There's no snow
There's no cold
There is though plenty of global warming..

Dec 31, 2006
I had a great time
with my friends
and their families.

If only the rest of this year
will be like that New Year's Eve.


All I need in 2007
love love love love love love love love love