One big LIE.

Just a day
as every day
but yet so different
waching my favorite show
and all at the sudden
tears were rolling down my cheeks
Seeing them
I wanted to be them
I felt so incomplete
They are so out
While all I can do is hide
By doing so
I take away a piece of me
The me you think I am
is one big lie
It took some crying to realize that
I felt sorry for myself
I know I am responsible
for my own happiness
Happiness is a choice
But I'm so fucking angry
I just don't have no choice at the moment
My life is fucked up
I am fucked up
I'm

one
big
lie.