I failed on me.


The touch of your hands
was so brand new
Your smell while sitting next to me
was so brand new

you were so fucking close
and yet I let you go
afraid to speak
afraid to act stupid
i let you go.

you're a shy girl
i knew you don't say much
in general
and since I wanted you
I'd have to start the conversation
and show my interest in you.

I failed.
I failed.
I failed.

You were even closer than before
We sat there
cheek to cheek
You could touch me
feel me
love me
heal me

But why would you?
What do you know about me?
To you I'm just an
average school girl
who's being nice to your teammates
You're so much more to me
I never really believed
in love at first sight
But now I do
Since the first time I saw you
I was hypnotized
Captivated
by you.

I could have gotten you
interested in me
By showing my interest
in you.
It would have been

one tiny step closer to heaven.

But I didn't.

I failed on me.
I failed on me.
I failed on me.
I failed on me.
I failed on me.......