All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Christmas.

Christmas brings along
so many memories
I've had so much fun with my friends
Hanging out
having fun
trespassing

I've met this awesome girl
who knows more about me
than anyone else
I'm so grateful I've met her.

I fell in love
We dated
My very first relationship.
You screwed it up
You treated me in a way
god i'd never wish one anyone
But I'm the bad person
By treating you in a way
god i'd never wish on anyone
what goes around
comes around

I've met a great bunch of people
I'm so thankful for meeting them
and I love them
Whenever I'm down
they cheer me up
whenever i want to talk
they'll listen.

Then my grandpa died
and i didn't seem to feel anything
i'm confused
my heart isn't made from stone...right?

I met this cute chick
I'm thankful for meeting
She barely knows me
but I like thinking about her
her and me
together.

Christmas
tomorrow
b-o-r-i-n-g!
I'll watch some gangsta movie
drink my wine
and hope it's over before I know it.

Who knows what next year will bring
I hope some more
joy and happiness
less
fights and sadness

who knows
maybe next christmas
will be a cheery one
me and my loved one
just as it's supposed to be.