Growing into adulthood

Alone in my world
Yet my world is filled with me
One could call me
a people person
as I've always been one,
yet lately
i am enough to myself
don't need others around me
i value and appreciate
some time with myself
and nobody else around.
Time to think
who I am
and what I want to do
what life really is about
what I'm doing wrong
karma.
I've been growing
the last couple of months
spiritually
and
into adulthood.
Yet the world around me
seems to stay the same
and i'm growing out of it.
Like my fav jeans.
I used to have
so much fun with my friends
yet now i can barely call them my friends
and i can't call me their friend
it feels wrong
it feels right.
i'm confused.