All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Friday, March 10, 2006

Distance.

As I stepped
into the bus
as the bus driver
put the engine on
the wheels of the bus
went round
something inside
was being teared apart
with the thought
of you and me
growing apart
moving
further and further
away from each other
the aching became
more and more
unbearable

i couldn't think of anything else
than the growing distance
between you and me
the gap
I couldn't help
enjoying my time
but wanting to go back so badly
because i couldn't stand the
distance
any longer.

it was a strange feeling when
this morning
on one hand
my heart was aching
for leaving my new made friends behind
but on the other hand
it was jumping up and down
knowing i would come home
to you
my love.