All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

Name:
Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Black hole.

Further and further
I crawl
into my hole
my black hole
it's dark in there
but nice
it comforts me

The darker it gets
The more I can see
The darker it gets
The clearer things become

I crawl up
smaller and smaller
yet at the same time
I'm growing
bigger and bigger

My dark hole
is invisible for others
They laugh
when i tell them about it
because they can't see it
so it doesn't exist to them

But I slide in further
I crawl closer
to the wall
I close my eyes
and visualise
my true me
my true life

it's dark in there
and with my eyes closed
it's even darker
but the longer I keep my eyes closed;
the more I get to see of me.