All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

I did it!

I did it
I took the initiative
Something I rarely do
Especially
when I'm not certain about it.
But I did it.
I saw you.
Once again you said my name
I was all shiny on the inside.
We touched
I was almost shaking
I saw you leaving
Quickly I took my bike
Cycling faster and faster to come closer to you
Only an inch between the two of us
And there Mr Doubt showed up
Should I
Should I not
I decided I should
So I increased my speed
Until I was next to you
Shy I said hi
we chatted a bit
nothing meaningful
just some casual comments
But still
I talked to you one on one.
After a couple of minutes
you asked me where I lived
and said you had to go the other way
We said goodbye
and I cycled in the opposite direction
with a huge smile
on my face
realizing

I did it!!!