All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Monday, December 24, 2007

Leave me alone

There's crips on the couch
Soda in my bed
A mess in my room
and I am trying to forget
all my secrets
that I can't say out loud
the me you havent yet seen
of whom I'm not sure you would be proud

and I want to scream
But instead I keep my mouth shut
and I want to dream
can't you just forget about me
I'm more than enough for me
can't you just leave me alone

the boy is fast asleep
walking around his world of peace
Barely 10 o' clock, Christmas holiday
There's Mr Freeze
waking him up
opening his door opening his eyes
can't you just
leave him alone

She's known them over 10 years now
the last couple of years they grew close
now the girl is confused
truth she finds right under her nose
she's not who they think she is

she doesn't like their clothes
she doesn't like their life
She doesn't like their music
She doesn't feel alive like them
Can't they just leave her alone

And writing this song
the idea grasped me that
she really is me
i need some time to process
I need some time to understand
who i want to be
can't the world just
leave me alone
today

and I want to scream
But instead I keep my mouth shut
and I want to dream
can't you just forget about me
I'm more than enough for me
can't you just leave me alone