My hiding place.

No I'm
not going back
into that state of mind
i don't know
what i was looking for
or what i was gonna find
i now know
it was all just one big lie

Life looked quite perfect
I can act well indeed
and no one expected
that was not what i need

i just need you my love
about the rest i don't care
as long as i i've arms to rest in to
life treats me fair

No I'm
not going back
into that state of mind
i don't know
what i was looking for
or what i was gonna find
i now know
it was all just one big lie

this might be a surprise
for the people i love
they'll never guess
i just want to rise above me

My safety zone was dark it was nice
i felt there at home that was no surprise
as i long as i could lie to myself
as long i could pretend not to care...

But no I'm
not going back
into that state of mind
i don't know
what i was looking for
or what i was gonna find
i now know
it was all just one big lie

No I'm
not going back
into that state of mind
i don't know
what i was looking for
or what i was gonna find
i now know
it was all just one big lie

Sometimes it's hard to let the comfort be
it's scary to walk in the light
But every once in a while i climb out my refuge
i spread my wings and fly

No I'm
not going back
into that state of mind
i don't know
what i was looking for
or what i was gonna find
i now know
it was all just one big lie