All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

Name:
Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Mother

Mother you try so hard to understand
But there are things I just can't say
You know my heart's not made of stone
But sometimes it feels good that way

Please be patient with me
Before I can tell you who I am
I need to know it myself

I know you're a good woman inside
So please, be patient with me

There's so many things I don't understand about you
But I know on the other hand you feel that way about me too
But we can get through
It will take some courage from both me and you
but we will get through

I won't let you down
Even if I'll run away
I'll come back to you
it's true
you and i
have got something going on

Mother please just understand
I'm not trying to punish you for
staying with him
For me it's just not healthy to stay
in that environment
i need to get out
i need to run away

Mother please let me go
and understand my means
Mother I just need to run
to the country of kings and queens

I need to feel like another person
I need to feel I'm okay
With you and him around me
I just can not feel that way

And once I found it
Once I found my peace of mind
I'll come back a better person
And we'll get along just fine

I know you're a good woman inside
So please, be patient with me

There's so many things I don't understand about you
But I know on the other hand you feel that way about me too
But we can get through
It will take some courage from both me and you
but we will get through

you and i
we will get through