All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Gone

I thought it was
the beginning of something new
But instead it was gonna be
the end of everything

I didn't know her well
but I definitely fell in love
with the sides I did get to know

Just four months
that's all the time we had
Four months
Yesterday I saw you last.

Damn
I want to shout it off the roofs
but instead I keep it quiet
and scream it out
with my lips pressed together
I LOVE YOU FOR GOD'S SAKE!
I HAVE NEVER LOVED SOMEONE
LIKE I LOVE YOU!!

I want you
I want to see you
I want to touch you
I want to feel you
Hold you
Kiss you
Make you mine

argh... why?
Strange this is
I thought about
what it would be like
without you
yesterday morning
I decided I didn't like it
one single bit.
Yesterday evening
I found out
indeed you were leaving
fuck this
fuck this
don't want to live without you

Can't stop thinking about you
Don't want to stop thinking about you

I love you
can't you see?
I want you.

Gone.