Age ain't nothing but a number

God
my life has turned upside down
inside out
it's a nice sensation
not knowing what to come
but it also sucks
and i want to get rid of it
more than ever
A little more security
A little less hiding
Crying
Fighting
Screaming

Loving
Winning
Dreaming

I feel so much older
than the outside shows
Too bad tho
that people don't see that
The people I want to see it most
Don't see it
I can't just sit back and wait
Wait for the years to pass
Wait for me to become
officially grown up
i want so much
i'm in so much pain
just because of my outside
doens't show who I am
How I am
What I want
How I feel
Age ain't nothing but a number
What a bullshit.