All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Let it be so.

I used to believe
I used to believe in me
I used to believe in God

I still believe in myself
Perhaps even more than I did before
But I don't believe in God
no more

I used to pray 5 times a day
at least
Never was public about it tho
Nobody but me
knew about my faith
in God above.

But did I
did I really believe in higher powers
or did I just
try to find
something
someone
to blame
for my mistakes?

After 9 months
or so
I realized
I didn't really believe
in this higher power
I did seek something
someone
to blame for my mistakes
But what good does it do
Knowing it's not your fault
but somebody else's?
That somebody else
doesn't make your life
the way it should be
that somebody else
is not in control of your life
You are
and you make your life
the way it should be
you are in control of your life
and if that means
you are responsible
for everything you do
the only one to blame is you,
then let it be so.

Everybody has to fight to be free
and when you've found your freedom,
that's the most important of all
CHERISH
your freedom

that means
you are responsible
for everything you do
the only one to blame is you,
let it be so.