I just want to say

I just want to say I'm sorry
Sorry for the times I disappointed you
By not being the me
you wanted me to be

I just want to say I'm sorry
Sorry for the times I came home late
drank your booze
smoked your cigarettes

I just want to say I'm sorry
Sorry for the lies
Sorry for the times
I tried to be
who I thought
you wanted me to be

But clearly I'm no good actress
I should stick to what I'm good at
being who I am
Not wearing some kind of mask

I just want to say I'm sorry
for..everything I ever did
to disappoint you
how small it may have been
You may have forgotten about it a long time ago
But still
I'm sorry

I just want to say I'm sorry
For everything I'll ever do
to disappoint you
I'll just say it in advance

I'm sorry.