Looking through old journals
Most of them terribly bad written
Some quite interesting tho
So why shouldn't I share?

Note: this is purely fictive
None of this happened to me
All suddenly
it was there
on my paper:


What about us
You just left me sitting alone
You didn’t answer the phone
What are we supposed to do
Where are we supposed to go
When you say it’s over

You didn’t want to talk
You only wanted to see my cry
But I didn’t give in
I was brave kept my eyes dry

That only made you more angry
Eventually you lost control
You hurt me badly
But I did want to come back to you after all

From the outside we looked so damn perfect
Romeo and Juliet we were called
But they didn’t realize
How much you’d hurt my soul

How much you’d hurt my body
How much you’d hurt my heart
It became so bad
That eventually it would tear us apart

You decided to leave
Had better things to fill up with your time
You had my body in your hands
But her image on your mind

What about us
You just left me sitting alone
You didn’t answer the phone
What are we supposed to do
Where are we supposed to go
When you say it’s over

I guess this is the better way
Still it doesn’t feel right
Cuz no matter all the things you did
I’ll still love you all my life




I remember the first time I met you
Couldn’t believe my eyes
Wanted to kiss you and feel you
My fingers would slide over your thighs

I had the wildest dreams
But they would never come true
You were way too perfect
How could you love me too

Couldn’t believe my eyes
When you walked over to me
You whispered sweet words in my ear
You were everything I ever wanted to be

We were meant to be
Together we were one
Time nor space existed
We had so much fun

Then there was the day
We told them about our love
How heaven alike it felt
Like you were sent from above

The looked at us disgusted
Their eyes filled with hate
Why do there always come bad times after good
Must just be my fate

Didn’t know them as good I thought I did
That turned out that day
As if I wanted to stay
I had to send you away

I guess this is the better way
Still it doesn’t feel right
Cuz with you in my life
It just felt so damn right