All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Having fun with friends

Last Friday night
Only with a couple of friends
we had a blast

Smoking drinking swearing
the sensation of burning wood

Trespassing
Doing the illegal
Afraid to get caught
is what makes it exciting

Raining soaking wet
We could have been warm dry
underneath a roof
having a blast in someone else's livingroom

But we chose to stay outside
Taking risks
Making a fire in the rain

Getting lost in the forest
Not finding the right place
Hearing scary noises
A serial rapist perhaps

Worshipping the fire
while it's all being filmed
The booze made me do it
So I have an excuse

Ashamed
but happy
Those memories
of those couple of hours
without sorrow without revenge
without hatret

Just a couple of hours
Not having to worry 'bout
Angry teachers unmade homework
Upset parents

Having fun with friends
Is the best way to spend your time