the Final Decision.

You didn't know

I still loved you

after i'd dumped you

in a way

i wouldn't do to anyone

ever again


but i did

i still got this warm feeling inside

when i thought of the few moments

you had to spend with me

even though love had gotten all rotten

and you treated me like shit


but i did

i thought you could change

especially after that conversation we had

you actually had time for me

more than you had when we had been together

i was a madly-in-love teenager again

just because of those casual comments you made

i thought you had changed


but now the final decision has been made

you're a nice guy but "we" is dead and won't arrise from death ever again

i won't ever go back to you

all the time i've known my friends were right

you didn't deserve me

but still i hoped still i thought some time you would change

but no, if you can change, someone else can experience that

it just won't be me.