All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Peace of mind.

Dear mama,

Everything is washed in black
Tattooed every shade of grey
I do not know what to do
There's a huge lack of words to say

I should stand still in this world
Stop running away
Carry the weight of my world on my shoulder
And live day by day

Instead I keep on running
Every single word I utter is a lie
I have no peace no more
This is how I live as sweet days go by

The only thing I fear is total freedom
and maybe change of pace
Change of setting change of life
I fear the look at your face

I fear the look in your eyes
When I come to peace with the thruth of my heart
When I settle down and
make a new start

I don't believe this journey was meant for nothing
It must be made to feel the power of two being one
And just when I start to realize that
The journey will be done