If you're not scared..then why am I?*

Sometimes I'm scared.
Scared of dying without having done everything I wanted to do in live.
Scared of dying without having discovered my true me.
Scared of turning into the person I despite so much.
Scared of raising children in the same way my parents did.
Scared of who I want to be.
Scared of who I am right now.
Scared of what the future might bring.
Scared of everything I'm not.
Scared of being me.
Scared of being me around others.
Scared of what people might think of me.
Scared of people trying to come close to me.
Scared of people trying to break through my wall.
Scared of intimacy.
Scared of being loved.
Scared of loving myself.









*lyric taken from "If you're not scared" by K's Choice