When you dance you can really love

I wrote this a while ago. I'm still feeling this way; heck if only things could change that fast..but I'm working on it and I think I can say I'm changing for the positive. I have my backfalls tho, but I think I can proudly say, I am changing.

I need the confirmation
that I am a normal girl
I want to be liked- I can't say no
But how can I expect others
to love me
when I can't even love myself?
I know I seem strange
If I were you I'd think
so
I'm so insecure
I have the need to triple check
every important thing I say or do
just so I won't be wrong.
I need to be perfect
to be liked well enough-
there goes spontanity...
I don't like myself much
yet I need everyone else to like me
what a contradiction..


When you dance you can really love
it's just that I hate dancing

-peaceofmind, August 31 2007