All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Outta here

I gotta get out of this house
I gotta get out of this town
I gotta get outta here

I've changed
But the people around me have not
The smallest things irritate me
and i feel like i have to get outta here

The prejudice, assumptions
arguments, asocial behaviour
make me want to scream
a shiver runs across my back

and i gotta get out of this house
I gotta get out of this town
I gotta get outta here

I want to get outta here NOW
Just pack my bags
and move
someplace else
across the ocean
and start a brand new life
get rid of all the toxic people in my life
there are way too many of them

i just want to scream my lungs out
can't you see how ridiculous you are?
start tolerating one other!

I want to get outta here
But I can't
This aching pain is driving me crazy
I gotta handle it
although i think i can't
i got to
it'll make me stronger

It will be hard I know
I'll be glad some people are out of my life
But I'll miss others terribly
my secret crush
man i love her so much
My friends
the ones I started discovering myself with
The ones who made me realize who i am
what i am

But I can't wait for the day
I can get outta this house
outta this town
outta here
move to the states
and start a brand new life

I can't wait for the day
to get outta here
outta here
outta here
outta here
outta
here....


I can't wait for the day
I'll feel like coming home