All I want is peace of mind..

For so long I've been looking for a place where I can be me without being ashamed of it. I think I've found it.

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Location: Zeist, Utrecht, Netherlands

I'm 23 years old, Dutch. I'm madly in love. I'm a thinker. I'm spiritual. I'm social, funny and a friend.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Everyone's bisexual!

Recently
I worked out a theory
Everyone's bisexual

Shocking news for
conservative America
or those
lesbians to the bone

Don't we all say
You gotta love the inside
and not the outside

Then how come
so many women
only date men
and so many men
only date women?

People got a certain idea
of what's wrong and
what's right
For a lot of them
being gay
is one of the wrong things
and so they deny those feelings

But they only abstain themselves
from their possible
love of their life

maybe this explains
those contradictory feelings i have
always said to myself i was gay
to be sure
i dated a boy
he was okay
but i hated the physical part

still i'm sort of attracted to guys
when i see a good looking guy
i immediately say
he's hot!
and i think of what it would be like
dating him
and i get nervous talking to him

why
do i wonder
do i get nervous
if i'm gay?

is it just because
i always pretended to be straight
so this is just an
automatic response?

i don't know
i just don't know

nobody ever said life would be easy
suckers.